| so stressed.
needed most personal attention today. didn't happen. oh well.
sigh.
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| a very nice note from a friend:
just watch over yourself and be healthy. nothing else matters. hug
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| clothed in a wall of pain tears like cinders spread over this space I once looked up at the tree-- taught me to think "The grooves are never regular. Stay alert"
The sun shines violently on the space I now dream of what nobody saw
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| in some emotional pain this week. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geoffrey_Tozer
54. too young. such a genius. he had so much more to give. taught me how to learn music, sight read, create a beautiful sound, and think. always wanted to contact him. wrote letters but never got around to sending them. was going to send him a letter and then i find out i'll never have the chance again... to show him how far i've come, and how grateful i am.
:( i'm so tired.
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| paranoid. yet again. could this be more habitual?
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